I often feel that I'll never find someone that I can be happy with. In the past I've had a couple of relationships that weren't great, and the guys involved were controlling and verbally abusive to me...
to such an extent that now if there is even a hint of that it just makes me go completely cold, and usually I lose all interest. It is an overreaction on my part, but I still don't seem to be able to change that.
It seems so deep-rooted that I'm not sure that I'll ever be able to change it. I'd love to find someone to be really close to, a soul-mate, but no sign of him so far :))
will I ever find true love? :'(

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