Denial is easy.
Denial helps you hide from the sorrow and the sadness
Denial helps not to cry when that’s the only thing you want to do.
Denial brings fake smiles to your face.
Denial makes it easier to cope.
Initially I don’t want to admit that it’s over. I only want to deny it.
But no I must accept
Accept that I won’t see him again.
Accept that we won’t write any more memories together.
Accept that all our dreams are now gone.
Only then will I be able to live again.
